So wow..
I can already see it's going to be one of those weekends.
Then again It's already been one of those weeks.
I went out and bought the Pat Green 'Here We Go' live CD - that man can do no wrong, musically speaking of course - I shouldn't have spent the 13 bucks, but I know exactly what kind of weekend I'm in for, and I figured I would need it, and I already have the rum, so sounds like a promising weekend.
I try to take life as it comes at me, take the bad - and there has been allot of bad - as it hits me and chalk it up to one more step to having this lesson learned. I take the good - I try to enjoy it as much as I can for the moment I have it, because like the song goes "All The Good Things Fade Away". I try not to let opportunities pass me by, but I do take on each one with a grain of salt. (Honestly that may not be the right saying, but WTFC) I recently learned what it means to Jump In With Both Feet, But Don't Jump The Gun. I'd like to think I may have started to live with this as my guide and Jer. 29:11 as my reminder tomorrow is something to wake up to.
*SIGHS*
Still last night.. or rather this morning showed me that be it the 'Above' saying, or Carpedem (Sp? like I so care at this point) ... It only serves you if you hold to it, stead fast and strong. If you don't... If I don't then I become what I am now;
Out of Luck, but I'm used to that. Out of time...And I admit, honestly half the time:
I haven't a cubs shot at the world series -
A snowballs chance in hell -
a cowboy's chance on a pirate ship -
at achieving even a moments window of a shot at most of the things I want.
And no I'm not talking career wise.. I actually know what I want to do now. Sort of. And yes, I'm sure it's probably as out of odds as everything else I seem to think about, but who cares? As long as I make enough to get by, I can keep myself occupied with life long dreams.
I'm sure to have a good life.. I will see to that one way or the other, I will not die thinking 'Damn It!'.This isn't about how much my life sucks.. because it's annoying sometimes, and hell yeah it'll get me down if I let it, but I'm doing that 'breathing' thing - so I might as well do that 'Living' thing. So I'm not going to jump right to the 'Sucks' as a defining word.
This is just about a wake up call, for me...
NOW What Do I Do With It?
Whatever Tomorrow Brings... Spiral Out.... Wave On....
Seriously:
Should I take this lesson, chalk it up to well learned and write it off as better luck next time. While spending the rest of my life holding back and second guessing - you know like commen sense has us do...
or
Should I take this lesson, chalk it up to well learned and write it off as better luck next time, but begin to live it up, brazzing & bold? (in which case I feel sorry for you guys :] )
OR
Should I take this lesson, chalk it up to well learned and screw the better luck next time and actually try to save what's left of the handful of things that are about to pass me compeletly by...
OR
Really say screw it all, and finish up catching up, and pack my bags, WEST TEXAS bound..
come on anyone out there.. what'll it be?
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3 comments:
Just a thought-
Stop wallowing in self pity and focusing on negative things that have happened in your life. EVERYONE has thier share, some even have it worse, but you still gotta put your boots on in the morning and feed the chickens! Only YOU can decide to do it with a smile.
Well if you take every chance presented to you, then you are sure to have a wild ride chalked full of successes and failures. However if you then look back along the winding path you have tread you may find you have gone somewhere you never expected to get. Just make sure you don’t step in to much shit along the way or you may smell to bad to be accepted when you get there. I recommend you figure out where you want to be and start spinning those wheels.
Good To Know I'm not Alone Out Here - It's Always Nice To Find Visitors Afoot! Thanks for the suportive and constructive words. I will cherish them always - yadda yadda yadda
But honestly folks! I do love the fact that I'm not so over looked, and the readers have spoken so I'll see what I can do about tending to that with in the near future.
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