last weeks rant (forgot to to post)

Everything is eventual, even the body of my dreams...

Everything is eventual, even the publishing of my first book...

Everything is eventual, even my little house one day, with my name on the little deed....

Everything is eventual, even the perfect guy for me...

See what I've learned during the drunken and hungover haze of my weekend, is that it's not that there are no perfect guys left in the world, but rather that there are no real happy endings. Even fairytale princesses don't always live ever after, the way normal society depicts we should. Case in point, the Macy's parade, either the Christmas or thanksgiving one, I gotta tell you I don't really recall which, but what I do recall is the Disney float that went by on my TV screen, filled with all the wonderful Disney characters in their perfect little worlds... All the princess with their princes by their side, each with one or two kids running about their feet, well almost all of them, for low ad behold before my very eyes, one happy fairy tale couple seemed with out the joys of off spring; Sleeping Beauty, also known as Aurora and Briar Rose, and her handsome Phillip - The princess I - well I don't know if I identify with her the most, or just evny her the most - but the princess who's doll sits on my dresser stood there waving to the crowd, barren for all the world to see. And don't give me that argument that it's just because she never got a sequel, I don't recall Jasmine and Aladdin ever having a rug rat about in their 3 films. But now I'm getting away from my point, my point is no great love story ever started out perfectly, not even in the lands of lore... so why should the ever after ever be expected to be anything but unexpected? And as far as perfect guys go, perfection on this earth is in the eye of the realistic beholder, heaven knows the perfect man for me has ever been anything but perfect! ( so what have we learned so far, the perfect man and the term Happily Ever After are just poor choices for titles, for the things and areas and spands of time in our life that are unavoidable, but completely 'live through able')

(Insert description of Perfect Guy..... maybe later)

At the end of all I'm really looking for in life, where the perfect man is concerned is someone, who I can actually see my self surviving the roller coaster of emotional exhilaration and downers also known as life, also know as Happily ever after.

Ok, so now that my life is back to some order, I intend to At Least set aside an hour or so a week to keep this up. Of course with one of the reasons I started this blog, was so that in one way or the other I got a sufficient amount of writing done every week, but given recent events, I've been catching up with writing my stories. Mainly the pirate one. As it stands I'm probably going to have it finished by early march and then all the fun research and fact checking begins. I'm also working on earning my CDL, There is 6 test that you have to take to get your permit, most people take them one at a time, but my mom who used to be a bus driver, who is helping me to prepare, thinks that is just a big waste of gas, so I'm being forced to learn all twelve chapters that are relevant in the manual - until I know it like the back of my hand before even approaching the idea of taking the first test.... long story short, I was always one of those kids growing up with those light reddish patches of skin shaped like bandaids - from the get it over with and all at once attitudes.

Speaking of getting it over with, I should offline and figure out what to do with the weekend before me. If any of ya'll are out and about the Katy way, give me a ring and make it that much easier. LOL

I'm alive.....
and I'm 22....

oy....

Sorry I haven't been around, my Sister has discovered the internet, and mixing that with her love for all things anime and all things gothic, needless to say we've been running maintence like crazy!
Plus I've been busy, busy, busy! I am two chapters away from having the first draft of my pirate story for kids and young adults completed.... yeah I never thought I'd see the day either.... Plus I'm busy trying to learn the interworkings to being a bus driver, so I can acquire my CDL... go ahead and laugh, but 12.50 an hour is better the 7.50 any day of the week.

Oh so much I want to say... like no time to say it...
I'll try to be on more
(not that anyone will notice)

Whatever Tomorrow Brings......
Spiral Out...
Wave On.....