I hate being so far away from everything that was left in my life that felt right to me.

It's late, I'm tired and I hate it here

Ok, so the move *shivers* went well, and by well I mean we all didn't crash a die on the drive up here, almost, but no such luck. Though the computer did, and that's why I haven't been able to get online, because yes the computer died, and my other two computers, well one is still partly locked away in storage back in houston and the other, turns out no one on earth can work with or on Mac's. A universal computer mind you, but no one seems to know anything about them. Seriously the guys at the computer store were looking at my lap top like I just handed them a sega master system. And no my G3 power book is no where near as old as some of the junk they had laying around. Needless to say I gently took my laptop away from them and have decided to hold off on getting it set up untill next october when I will be frequently in and out of Houston, you know that place where they have shops that specialize in Macs.

That's not even the half of it - oh no.

I've been here like what, 3 weeks almost, and it becoming more and more evident to me that any chance I had at fitting in here went right out the gurham window when I went out on a friday night in my wrap pants..... I swear with the looks I was getting from this fashionably challeneged town, I'm surprised I'm not being burned as we speak. Of course that's just first imprestions, I haven't actually been inspired to try again. At least not with out my brother and his friend there to protect me from the riots. That is if there was enough people to properly riot.

I'm wotrking at sub-way *shivers* Just until I can find a real job. Hopefully that will be a job that just has the peskey intial drug test to worry with. I'm not a user, but I don't want to have to worry about how much fun I can have on saturday all because of the work place I have to return to on monday.

Starting the 6th of july I'll be returning to Houston for a long weekend, I have to be in town for Pirates and the first offical gathering of the little 'cult' I've been working on. Hopefully I'll recouperate enough that I can actually bring my self to return to this East Texas world.

It's just till may or untill the rally against me.

Y'know honestly, a little physcial fun could make this situation a hell of allot more barable.

Aint had nothin twixt my nethers that wernt run on batteries for nearly a year now.

Even Kaylee evnetually bagged simon.....

Wheres my simon?