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Henderson... maybe not the bible belt of texas, but deffinetly a wanna-be.

I'm not doing the Bus Drving thing. I never wanted to, and so it means a I will have only 2 grand instead of 5 to move to FL with, so what... The sub-way job is a decent job and I don't mind it at all. Plus it keeps me focused on the more importent things in life, like my stories and learning how to write shorts and getting back to the me I love, and helping out allot more around the house. Good Stuff, Good Times.

I'm not fitting in to well, but I'm feeling better. I'm here for a reason, I think that reason is to help me learn to manage my finacise, with what little I actually have, this is good. Gives me more time to work on my internet design skills. And I don't plan to enter into any relationships, knowing they'll only end in May, I'm staying focused, I am here to learn how to focus and balance. Some spend time with monks, some land their selves in eastern moutian prison camps, I - Well I set my bags down in middle of no where east Texas.

I'm doing alright.. It could be better, But it's not so bad, and I have allot of ideas I want to get on here and on myspace, and on paper, so I hope soon ya'll will see a big change in me, for the better.

It's hard, and scarey as hell. And I probably wont make it, but I'm going to try, what else do I have to do with my time?