what is with this month???

I really gotta stop watching movies... or maybe just going to theaters in general. I go to see the corpse bride last week, what theater do I find myself in? The same one where I was with Russell the night before he died.... when was the last time I was there.. that night.
I go see Just Like Heaven... I relate all to well with The leading Male Character. The line and this maybe slightly off - "I wasn't always this way." or "I didn't use to be..." pretty much sums up my life currently. You can say it 'Breaks' you.. you can say it 'Exhaust' you... you can even say it 'Damages' you..... either way it takes a hell of a long time to get better... and I don't think it's something you can do on you own....