So I have a job interview tomorrow.. $9 an hour... 40 hours a week.... I could go to Cosmotology (sp? It's late) school.... I could move out and stay in Houston.... I could revisit the idea of HCC and knock the basics out of the way and then go on to Theater.. or Horticulture...
I was up tonight.. thinking about all the projects I'm taking on... The finishing of the first draft of the first the in the 'Pirate Boys' series (working title) and Rough work on the 6 shot script for "H" ya'll who know me best know what that is... My friends in Austin have been getting on me about not doing more with the Avrengers script.. my god, I mean you give them the idea and they want you to write it too? Seriously, it's an honor, to be working with such find young animators. I'm also scrounging up ideas for a cute little comic strip based on my life - if it were a sitcom kind of thing.....Oh and I think I've come up with a pretty good formula to help women like me get yet another step closer to finding the proverbial Mr Right. - I'm in no hurry to settle down, but I want my first Kid before I'm 25.. or at least have one on the way by the time I'm 26... I mean I can save kid #2 for when I'm thirty if need be, but the first one.. I'm not going to wait that long... Mr. Right or no Mr. Right. Oh and maybe a love story inspired by a Red Hot chilly Peppers song.
Fate has been pretty good to me.. minus the tragedies that have followed the blessings of course. I have fallen in love twice, and felt a handful of what passion had to offer... I think I am worthy of it again. Mind you it may take dropping these extra 20 pounds that Astroworld helped put on ( seriously, most of the girls put on at least 10 while working there)
I just have two guys I can't get off my mind....
An Actor I knew over the summer... I don't know where he's from, but he had that West Texas feel to him... His girl friend is very very pretty, and I as of late relating more and more to 'Miranda' just aren't, so I never even thought to take it further then a harmless crush... I'll never see him again, except for in the movies when he eventually hits it big.. and god knows he will... I mean I will never see this man again... ever... right? So why can't get him off my mind?
The second.. He knows I exist.. I know he exists.. We both think well enough of each other ( I think) that communication is possible, but getting together is like pulling teeth on either side... And the more I learn about him the more I realize only one thing truly sets us apart..one hurtle... back in elementery school I was really good at jumping hurtles.. and sure they became more proverbial as the years grew on, but never the less I hold my own still... but I'm just me, what do I know....
Well I know that there are three guys who have been occupying my time.. Russell as always.... the Actor I will never come face to face with again.... and my more stubborn version of 'Big'..... all of which I may never understand to the fullest extent the roles they've played in my lives no matter how big the role or how small.
I also know this... I don't lose sleep over anyone for no reason, no matter how intangible the reasons may seem.
Whatever Tomorrow Brings....
Spiral Out...
Wave on....
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment