I hate the way my family reacts to things. They are worried about the hurricane... Yeah I am too. And fuck yeah I agree we need to get the hell out of Katy if it hits us. But I'm afraid they are gonna freak out and leave to early and the hurricane wont come and I'll miss work which I've already missed to much time as it is, and more importantly I'll miss the big final weekend before fright fest. TP's last weekend, my main groups final last weekend together, I'll miss Rocky! I'll Miss the Corps Bride, I'll miss everything all because they freak out way to early. I express this concern and all of a sudden it goes from ' no one gets left behind' to ' your 21 die if you want to die'. And a bunch of lectures about you haven't lived through it, and you don't know what it's like, And even if it does not hit, it will still rain. I mean call me crazy, but I'm depressed right now about allot of things, I have no medical insurance and there fore am not on my meds. I've been working hard, keeping myself together, but it's hard. And all I really need instead of lectures bordering on go F' Your self, your old enough to decide that if you want! I could really use just hint or promise that they will not freak out and swear they will wait until the last minute, they say they will wait until late Thursday, early Friday, but the way they've been talking, I'm really worried they'll bolt sooner then that and if this hurricane dose not hit, I'm very very screwed! I just hoped my sanity or at least my time put in for helping them with their sanity would merit a little more logical thinking or understanding put towards me.