So we have established the fact that I'm alive. Due to longer hours at work, a wee bit of drama and a slight changing of future plans and of cores a disconnect of my room mates internet considering with the crash of his computer - I have been busy and unable to gain access to the online world.... how I've missed it.

General updates... Health, I think I'm doing fine. If I'm losing weight, it's slow going. I currently sport the "Six Flags Astroworld" tan. I have my first tattoo, a four leaf clover, with a P in the middle of it, on my right ankle... no color or shading, not yet at least.
Mentally, I think I'm fairly sane. Finally really feeling things coming back together. As soon as my family sells the house and moves, I'll move with them and immediately start on enrolling myself into some school, knocking my basics out of the way, and I'm thinking of studying theater... which the second thing I'll do once I move is find a community arts or animal rescue and volunteer, soul work if you know what I mean... Bottom line I need a change.
Social life, Eeek. I have a small group of friends... we are all nerds, geeks or general outcast, but somehow I have managed, by no fault of my own to be the only nerd in a group of nerds that gets teased for being a nerd. Hands down my social life isn't as unfortunate as my love life, but it's well on it's way.
Love life, I don't know where to begin. I have never had so much, go so wrong, so quickly and so frequently. I just can not catch a break.
Spiritually, I feel like i'm standing in a cluttered bed room, sighing lightly, just trying to figure out where to begin.

Bottom line over all, I'm lost.... but patience is a virtue and in time I will be found.