I give up.
I honestly think that the best thing I can do for myself and the world around me is give up and return to the recluse I once was.
I feel like hell right now.
Oh I'll still keep this blog, I need some outlet.
I just give up.
My small piece of a very big world, just my life untill I find something better to do with it..
About Me
- Phoenix
- Henderson, Texas, United States
- I'm the daughter of a ghost hunter. 22 years old as of last Jan 19. 63,918.75 days after Edgar Allen Poe. Blessed with Friends and Family, cursed with mild tragedies. Pirate's Girl Forever and Always. Nicknamed Phoenix by many, and Black Cat by those who've seen my luck in action.
5 comments:
Never give up, we all want something and if you give up you may never get it. I know you would never let me give up.
Can I join u? I'm a bit of a recluse myself, mostly because I lead a sheltered life and there are times I feel like going back, too.
Hope u feel better soon.
Megnetto
To the first...
Things are so complicated right now, I really feel like I have screwed all the good things in my life over. And I know it's not the first time this has happened. Most of this could be avoided if I just be myself, right? But no one in this world wants honesty, no one wants to know to much.. I mean isn't that why we hold back?
I haven't given up, I'm just a bit of course.
to the second,
There is always room for one more, my dearest friend. I've lead a lonely life, possibly not sheltered enough. A unique life, one I can't escape.
Thankyou, and I'm sure I will. Even this, as with everything is eventual.
If it were easy it would come with an instruction manual my dear...
Do you think giving up is the best decision, or just the simplest?
Take care,
j.s.
There's an old saying, "Death is easy, it's comedy that's hard. If u continue to go off course and need help in directions, contact me. IM if u need to vent or if I'm not in, e-mail me. U can chat to me about anything or write whatever is on yr mind. I'm willing to listen, or least take time to read.
Take care.
Megnetto
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