24 Hours

I still believe that time is natures most effective and most economical truth serum, at least in average ordinary life. Because when you find yourself awake for the 21, or 22 hour of you 'day'. Sitting alone on a couch with someone, who you have just spent at least the past 7 hours with in some way or another - you find your self saying things and hearing things that you might not have heard ever before if either of you weren't sleep deprived, and they are true, to a certain extent, because sleep deprived is still not drunk.

Last night when I was out with my group, I experienced something new. I felt our oldest member, was going out of his way to back me into a corner and say 'Tell us, tell us now, on the spot. Make up your mind give us something to hold you too. Tell us who we are, don't think about it, just be." proverbially speaking of course. But that same group of people consisted of some few that I wasn't ready to show them that side of me yet, I wanted them to know some other sides of me as well. Still I was cornered, no one was letting up, so I closed my eyes took a breath and began to not only explain why I feel I, the daughter of a Ghost Hunter had no creepy stories to tell... mostly the out line read "When you go seeking something, usually the desired reward affects you differently." Things that most people would find frightening, I find to be an every day occurrence, mostly because I expected it. And it didn't stop there I went all into the Metaphysical side of my practices. All this of course caught the attention of one of the people I knew it would, and kind of dreaded at the time. Which lead on to about 4 hours worth of sleepless couch time.

In the end a small group of people received a small crash course in Lyndsey(me) and who she is, some far more then others.

What happens now, only time will tell.
Am I a little frightened? Hell, yeah, I mean to me, this was kind of big.
And it will be another week before I know the full effects of that night.


Whatever Tomorrow Brings....
Spiral Out.....
And
Wave On....