2005 (eh, not so tough)

Dear Blog,

I apologize from the depths of my enternal soul for my neglect, but in all truths? I have neglected atleast 50 to 75% of my life... If it can be placed aside or avoided it has.
It seems my string of bad luck has only continued lightly through this year. No deaths as of yet, but it's only February. The new job I had started, is well 'lost' to me. Though it seems AstroWorld might soon be accepting me into their 'hives'. I'm pressed to find a living space, and despite my best efforts to put off this above all thing, pressure for fellow peers has finally begin to collapse my world - causing me to finally sit down and form some sort of FIVE YEAR PLAN. It's still rough, but I'm sure in involves a Mazda RX7 or 8 or something.. surely used by the time I have that kind of cash for a down payment, a Macaw.. sooner then the car... Getting caught up on my comic books.. sooner then the bird... Oh and of course an eventual savings for some nice vacation somewhere that I bored a plane.
Though my relationship with Donovan is rocky, I still hope to find myself presented with a Rose(s) and if not a fine bottle of some fruit derived liquor - or fattening coco-buttery-milky moment on the lips, life time on the hips token of his 'timed' affection, then atleast a promise for a date involving Constatine, and food that is brought to your table for a tipping convince... though I'm really only hoping for the CONSTAINE part.
On a brighter side of life? I'm tweentyone now, I actually might have 1 in-a-half to 1 and-three-quarter friend count forming for my new life in the city. It's down right amazing how Bad Boyfriends, Country Classics and Reclusive Nature can bring a group of girls together.. well all of that, plus Tequila Rose, Water Moccasin, Scobby Snacks (all shots) and of course Jack. May we never let a night pass by with each other and an absent bottle of Jack. . . . Well I s'pose unattainable, Good Looking guys named Parker, helps. ( just kidding Tiger)

I'll try to get into the swing of things soon.. everything is simply up in the air right now, And I am constantly waiting for the ground to fall out from under me.

Cheers Darlings,

p.s.

Happy V DAY