Brick Walls

Ok.. so.. I may not be on as much as I normally am..
If anyone from the "groups" reads this - please forgive me, but my online life just hit a temporary road block - I'm posting on this site because - well killing birds with the stones I have.
For everyone else ... if there is anyone else...

I had allot I wanted to say - mostly about social status and odd taste in music.
And some stuff on Metaphysics - good stuff or so I thought....
Some stuff about - well allot about many things...

But I'm not.. I've been trying to keep the chin up attitude about everything.. but despite grand efforts (well maybe not so grand... I thought they were pretty grand.. maybe not...) I keep running into theses brick walls - much like the one up now screwing with my online life... Honestly, how the hell do some of ya'll (not necessarily people I know personally) build theses things so damn fast.

I don't know, maybe I'm losing my edge.. I know I've lost my energy - well that is the little bit I've gained back since losing Russell. What I do have is being crammed into the task of finding either a really good 9 to 5 sort of mindless office job - or a sucky-ass (yeah I said it) part time job at the local 5 and dime or whatever you want to call it - y'know the bargain bins blow out lots that wouldn't know high stress if it walked in and - and I know that could go into something funny or at least smirk worthy, but I'm not that creative.. well not right now.

Time to get back to life....

Whatever Tomorrow Brings.. Spiral Out... Wave On...