A few Scattered Thoughts

I'm happy today - it may not last, I have a few phone calls to make to some friends, which could kill it really fast, but for now I'm tired, but I'm happy and no I don't know why.

I screwed up at work twice this after noon. I think two or three people may think I'm crazy.. Definitely one in particular. I might be, but not it the way they're thinking - I don't think.

I'm kidding of course

I'm just adjusting to all of this, it's not easy, but nothing ever is. Five months to go and 2005 will be here, well maybe Four months, it depends how you look at it.
I need to call Jonesy, I haven't heard any recent news on lil'John, but they say no news is good news, I keep praying for him, as I'm sure anyone who knows him, or knows of him is. And thanks to all out there who are.

I'm pretty luck I think. Russell, always said 'Spiral Out - Keep Going - Find New Things'... Ok so it's from a Tool song, but it was taking something he seemed to feel strongly about and putting it in to words. I'm lucky because I've been somewhat able to do that, all things considered. Slowly my energy is coming around to me; Thank God! That is the best thing about this week. I can't wait for this weekend, the first weekends of the new school year are always pretty good. I'll make sure it's good. It's all about balance.

To anyone reading this.. To anyone who knows me and has in any way shared my thoughts.. or given anything I've written any thought. Yeah it's all about my life, but it's sooooo boring here with out ya'll.
Thank You.
It isn't easy, but nothing ever is.

And a man once sang "All The Good Things Fade Away." But then again he also sang "Wave On."
no I don't know what that has to do with anything, just a bit of irony that may or may not be the reason I'm smirking right now - Figured I would pass that final thought along.

Whatever Tomorrow Brings.... Spiral Out ... Wave On...