Better Get This Up Before Tomorrow

I can't say much right now.. I don't have much to say, but I figured I should drop a line - more so after the last time I posted on this page.
School starts up Wednesday - I found out I'm with E. McV. who's is a great driver and I look up to her because I know in some areas she, of course being far older then me, and having far more years of study then one such as myself, is very wise where particular subjects are concerned and I hope to use this year to learn anything she might be willing to teach me.
I also have The Pearl in my drive way finally. Oil changed and most of the maintenance out of the way. All things considered she runs really well... just one or two more things to be tended to before I have her inspected.
Yeah I know I'm referring to a Ford Ranger (truck) as a 'she' and as The Black Pearl, but it's the name it came with so in respect for it's previous own/keeper The Black Pearl she shall remain.
Outside of that, I'm not sure how much I should say at this time, but I've actually managed to Spiral Out a bit, even came across a few new and interesting people in doing so - I actually find one attractive.
I Feel Awful and a bit Uneased by that all at the same time.
Guess I get to see what comes about the new connections, though I'm not expecting much...
Don't know if I'm ready for much...
I'm probably not ready for this...
Actually I'm still trying to decided if whether or not I'm holding out for a different 'much'.
Perhaps one I might be a bit closer to being ready for...

Come to think of it, I don't believe or want to be ready again., I'm a bit sure I will never be 'ready' again...
But I'm still here, so I'm open... I'm going to try.. maybe I'm closer to ready then before... I could use a bit of a distraction right about now.

Out side of that, I'm learning quickly we sometimes take up strange favors for people.

Ever feel like you may end up regretting them?

guess i had more to say then i thought
Whatever Tomorrow Brings... Spiral Out... Wave On