Monday, July 26, 2004

Best way to start out any day is with a half positive and a shy negative - Leaving you with a relatively same, but slightly more confusing question. Tomorrow I shall try again.. If the result is still questionable, I'll wait again until next Friday and then on to Monday again if I must and will continue this set pattern, until I arrive at a stone cold, undoubtedly answer. In the mean time, I will try not to lose my sanity - or the level of Insanity I have about my self. No sense in crossing to far over. Flying over the Koo Koo's nest is one thing, flying over the koo koo sanctuary is quite another. Again it's okay - they know me here.

I'm trying to recap in my mind what I have been doing with my time. I mean I finished the seventh chapter in my book I'm writing. Fingers crossed when it's reached it's end, then it's second and finally third draft and once more as I begin to send it off. And in the mean time, I should start the eighth chapter tonight of the first draft. I'll tell you more when I'm certain I know more.
I had launch with Jonesy today. Mexican food again, I don't mind. I actually ordered a quesodiea(sp?) - which is just like what I usually get, but assembled with Motzarilla. Bold, Daring - that's me to a T'. Okay.. so maybe not, but the thought of scraping down another plate of fajita's made me sick to my stomach. Last meal I had with Russell and the same meal choice I had I think every time we went out the week after he died. I'm slowly trying new things to avoid emotional break downs over the old. Still I say Wave On, I mean Wave On!
I had some rants set aside in my mind - I've actually forgotten some of them... I really should write this stuff down.
Wednesday I may or may not have a review of the new Metallica documentary Film here for you. I won two tickets to see METALLICA:SOME KIND OF MONSTER (click for info). And I'll probably end up going alone or with my mother, or if I wake up and find myself with some Positive news, then possibly not at all... in which case this Friday, I've come across two tickets to see some new shark film.. Supposedly it's filmed with out the use of CGI or major special effects, setting it apart from previous Sharky Thrillers like Jaws and Deep Blue Sea. Not exactly Salsa Shark, but it gets a girl out of the house and due to where the film is being screened at, down memory lane. Same theater Russell took me too on our first date. Beautiful place, finest one in the Houston area as far as Movie houses are concerned.
I swear I'm really using this site to help key up my HTML skills, which as of right now are for the most part non- existent .. I'll get to that shortly, and to sharpen my 'voice', Lord knows I could use the practice. Most of everything I write in narrative to begin with, but come on! This is my head we are talking about, not one of my characters. Though that might leave us with far more interesting results.
Sorry to waste anyone's time. I promise something will come worth writing about. I'm sure there is so much out there. I just need to sum up the energy to find it. In other news, we are approaching the full moon, so anyone living with anyone from any other realm keep a sharp eye.. if you believe in that kind of thing of course. Fortunately for some of us, we don't really get to make a decision... For some, the 'Others' make their existence inescapably clear.
"There are things that go bump in the night, Agent Myers. And we are the ones who bump back."-Dr. Broom
Whatever Tomorrow Brings... Spiral Out... Wave On...


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